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Title: Kings In Another World
Author: jblostfan16
Artist: teh_emowaffle
Beta: phantompearl
Pairing: Kendall/James
Genre: Big Time Rush Show!verse
Word Count: 5,951 (this part)
Rating: M
Warnings: Language, Sexual Intercourse
Summary: James' house -- sorry, mansion -- is more than he can afford. Or, more than Kendall can afford. He wouldn't throw down millions upon millions for a house with six balconies anyway. Who needs all that? Kendall has a nice condo in Minnesota with a big driveway and a sort of back yard and two dogs. James has a maid and three Porsches. And landscapers, by the looks of all the shirtless dudes in his yard. But James is being the Hollywood badass, playing the part he's always dreamed of. He's trying this big shot celebrity thing on for size and Kendall doesn't have the heart to tell him it's all a little ill-fitting. But what does Kendall know? He's the one about to go bankrupt.
Author's Note: So what happened was...garnetice prompted me approximately 2 years ago for Kames where James is a Dom and Kendall is a Sub and it took me FOREVER to figure out. Basically, I only did BTB this year because I needed to finish this and be done with it. Honestly, Cassie is the only reason I write anything ever, so thank her for all the words that flow from my fingers.

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Title: Kings In Another World
Author: jblostfan16
Artist: teh_emowaffle
Beta: phantompearl
Pairing: Kendall/James
Genre: Big Time Rush Show!verse
Word Count: 5,757 (this part)
Rating: M
Warnings: Language, Sexual Intercourse
Summary: James' house -- sorry, mansion -- is more than he can afford. Or, more than Kendall can afford. He wouldn't throw down millions upon millions for a house with six balconies anyway. Who needs all that? Kendall has a nice condo in Minnesota with a big driveway and a sort of back yard and two dogs. James has a maid and three Porsches. And landscapers, by the looks of all the shirtless dudes in his yard. But James is being the Hollywood badass, playing the part he's always dreamed of. He's trying this big shot celebrity thing on for size and Kendall doesn't have the heart to tell him it's all a little ill-fitting. But what does Kendall know? He's the one about to go bankrupt.
Author's Note: So what happened was...garnetice prompted me approximately 2 years ago for Kames where James is a Dom and Kendall is a Sub and it took me FOREVER to figure out. Basically, I only did BTB this year because I needed to finish this and be done with it. Honestly, Cassie is the only reason I write anything ever, so thank her for all the words that flow from my fingers.

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So I'm going to preface this post by saying hi, I am the world's biggest Big Time Rush fan, forever and onward. This city will always be theirs and We Are will always make me cry and I am going to every show on earth next year. You feel me? I am a Rusher, so please do not be confused by the contents of this post.


Because I'm also, apparently, a RedHead. Hey, cute boys with voices and hair. I've recently discovered the five wonders of the boyband world who go by the name of Midnight Red, and I feel it is my civil duty to enlighten the masses (aka, my group of Rusher girlfriends who may want to be warned ahead of time about how addicted I am before our next lunch date) of their unparalleled charm.


What happened, pretty much, was that BTR (the show) ended way too soon and their new album, while delightfully poppy and show!verse-friendly, did not quite satisfy my thirst for club-banging dance anthems and harmony-driven ballads. I am a needy fangirl, okay?! Basically, it's felt like I've been going through a very lethargic breakup recently, full of uncertainty and quasi-hope that's made me more than just sad. I'm, like, pissed that there's been no definitive news, one way or the other (Update: they are touring again next year, whoop whoop! I am significantly less sad and pissed!). So, in my depressed state, I looked to tumblr for relief. What I found was the Beautiful Life music video by Union J, who are also pretty adorable, although they do not dance. Which, at this point in the boyband game, that basically makes them the less famous, 4-person One Direction. Not much of a draw there. I mean, even BTR dance (learned to dance...*cough*Henderson*cough*). My sadness was not cured.


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Fic title: Hide Your Lovers Underneath the Covers
Author name:jblostfan16
Artist name:goten0040
Genre: BTR/Avengers, X-over, AU, Slash
Pairing: Kendall/James, background Carlos/Jett, Logan/Camille/Dak
Rating:M
Word count: 7,363 for this part (15,553 in total)
Warnings/Spoilers: Um. It was mostly written in a day. And also random Men In Black references.
Summary: Kendall holds his shield like a soldier (he is one, after all), like an anchor, keeping him focused on the mission. He wields justice in his stance alone.


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Fic title: Hide Your Lovers Underneath the Covers
Author name:jblostfan16
Artist name:goten0040
Genre: BTR/Avengers, X-over, AU, Slash
Pairing: Kendall/James, background Carlos/Jett, Logan/Camille/Dak
Rating:M
Word count: 8,250 for this part (15,553 in total)
Warnings/Spoilers: Um. It was mostly written in a day. And also there are Men In Black references.
Summary: Kendall holds his shield like a soldier (he is one, after all), like an anchor, keeping him focused on the mission. He wields justice in his stance alone.
Author's Note: Yes, so, hm. Where to begin? Well, firstly, I ask that nobody takes any of this seriously. It falls neither within the lines of Big Time Rush show!verse or Aveners movie!verse. Or even Avengers comic!verse, even though there are slight references to all three (and, uh, random insertions of Men In Black, which was totally accidental. Until it wasn't.)- for the most part, this is all a figment of my imagination. Oh, and garnetice beta'd it, super-awesomely, and is partially to blame for it's existence and for a large chunk of the scenes, considering she inspired them. She is not to blame, however, for the rushed nature of it all and for any weird characterization; that's all me, guys. Welcome to Big Time Avengers.






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Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Rebellion (Lies) - Arcade Fire

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Fic title: Want Someone to Love
Author name: jblostfan16
Artist name: nolookinbackx
Genre: BTR Show!verse slash
Pairing: James/Logan, James/Carlos, James/Kendall (side pairings include Logan/Camille, Carlos/Jannifers, Kendall/Jo)
Rating: M
Word count: 24,282 (9,395 this part)
Warnings/Spoilers: Language, sex in various places, intense misery
Summary: James loves color and his best friends. In that order.
Link to art: http://nolookinbackx.livejournal.com/27213.html#cutid1

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Christmas comes and they all fly back to Minnesota for the holidays.

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Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Who I Am - Nick Jonas & The Administration

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Fic title: Want Someone to Love
Author name: jblostfan16
Artist name: nolookinbackx
Genre: BTR Show!verse slash
Pairing: James/Logan, James/Carlos, James/Kendall (side pairings include Logan/Camille, Carlos/Jannifers, Kendall/Jo)
Rating: M
Word count: 24,282 (8,150 this part)
Warnings/Spoilers: Language, sex in various places, intense misery
Summary: James loves color and his best friends. In that order.
Author's Note: Big thanks to , who prevented this from turning into self-insert fic, and I am indebted to her for always. Also, major props to my beta love, , who did a bang up, last minute job. I love you guys. <3
Link to art: http://nolookinbackx.livejournal.com/27213.html#cutid1

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Six Years Later



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Fic title: Want Someone to Love
Author name: jblostfan16
Artist name: nolookinbackx
Genre: BTR Show!verse slash
Pairing: James/Logan, James/Carlos, James/Kendall (side pairings include Logan/Camille, Carlos/Jannifers, Kendall/Jo)
Rating: M
Word count: 24,282 (6,737)
Warnings/Spoilers: Language, sex in various places, intense misery
Summary: James loves color and his best friends. In that order.
Link to art: http://nolookinbackx.livejournal.com/27213.html#cutid1

"Color is life, for a world without color seems dead. As a flame produces light, light produces color." - Johannes Itten. 

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Kendall used to be deadly afraid of the dark. Shadows playing off inanimate objects that looked too much like the monsters in his dreams seemed to stare him down in the still of the night while he shivered into his hockey comforter. But here now, in the pitch darkness of his room, he's thankful for shadows. He's sharing his bed with James, with his best friend in the whole entire world. A boy with no restraint. He forces a feeling inside of Kendall's chest that he can't syphon out, no matter how hard he tries. It kicks his heartbeat up faster, makes him nervous. He's watching James sleep softly next to him, unable to tear his eyes away from his breath sounds and the subtle wrinkle of his nose.

Kendall brushes his hands through the shorter strands of James' hair, the way it sweeps dark over his forehead. He holds his bangs out of his face, touches the curve of James' cheekbones, the way they stand out delicate and bare without the unruly, errant strands of his hair to hide them. His cheeks are freshly shaved, smooth. Because James shaves now. Kendall fights the feeling of jealousy in his stomach. It's less that he's jealous of James, growing up faster, with more ease than Kendall is- it's the attention he draws now. High school is full of skanks, waiting with their claws open for a boy like James to sweep them off their pointy feet and give them everything. They don't deserve everything James has to give.

Kendall touches James' mouth with his thumb, brushes his finger across the full swell of James' slightly open lips. He can feel the light push of his breath. James doesn't stir, his eyes still closed. Kendall leans in close, his heart beating rabbit quick. Leans until his nose nudges against James' face. Night has hidden him this far, covered his intentions up until this moment. He knows it won't, but at the same time, a tiny part of him hopes that darkness and shadows will hide his next terrified move. He presses his lips to James' slack mouth. James is hot inside. Kendall nudges his lips farther open, his tongue slipping deeper.

Was that the floorboards in the hallway creaking? Did James' mouth move? Kendall jerks back, his heart pounding so hard it feels like every thud shakes him, sets his whole body trembling. His eyes flick fearfully to the door, to James' face. He listens for creaking, for any sign that his mom or Katie are somewhere close, but he hears nothing. James is still asleep, breathing steady and slow, his limbs sprawled heavily, eyes closed. Kendall cups a shaky hand around James' throat, slides his fingers along James' jaw, feeling the heat of his skin against his palm. He's so quiet, so still. It's so easy to just- Kendall unbuttons James' shirt, his fingers clumsy, rushing. He slides his curled fingers down the center of James' chest, spreads his hand wide to palm the hard cage of James' ribs, the slow rise of his chest, his belly. He runs his fingertips over the delicate nubs of James' nipples, watches them tighten. He traces the pale hockey scars on James' side, gathers up the heat of James' skin with his hands.

His breathing sounds too loud in his own ears as he pulls at the drawstring of James' pants. He peeks up at James' face. Still asleep. He yanks James' underwear down underneath his cock. He isn't really hard, just a little firmed up. Kendall circles his hand around James' dick. His skin feels hotter here, hotter than his chest; softer. Kendall slides his hand down the length of it, feeling it thicken. He ducks his head, breathing hard, his body flushing as he carefully takes the head in his mouth, holds the weight of it on his tongue.

James' thighs quiver slightly as his dick hardens between Kendall's lips. He thinks he can taste something other than skin in his mouth, something salty and bittersweet, like James is getting wet with the attention. Kendall glances back up again, scanning his face. Pleasure lines mar his features, his mouth gaping. Kendall pops off, sitting up abruptly, breath caught, fear tight in his throat. He stuffs James' cock back inside his pajamas and struggles with putting his shirt buttons back in order. James begins to stir, little sounds coming from his lips and Kendall panics. He's up on his feet, chasing shadows to his door, trying to be quiet.

"Kendall..." James whispers behind him, but he's already out into the hallway, shutting him out. Kendall breathes. He can't breathe.

He slides down the wall, skin on fire, heat making him dizzy enough that he can't stand. He's embarrassed, dick stiff and tenting his pants, hands shaky. Kendall prays that James falls back asleep, convinces himself that he was just dreaming of someone's mouth on his cock. James can't know what he did, what Kendall wants from him. His desire for skin to skin contact and bite marks circled by the shape of James' lips and the hard press of his body against Kendall's- those are things that can't be seen. Kendall is as sure of that as he is of the fact that his team has to win their next five games to make it to nationals.

He crawls across the hallway to the bathroom, doesn't chance getting up on his feet lest the floor creak. If he waits it out, James' eyes will slip shut again and he can crawl back under the covers with him, pretend it never happened. Which he does, and it works -- he checks on James after fifteen minutes and he's out like the dead -- but he finds it difficult to pretend. When he tentatively slips into bed next to him, James turns into the curve of his body. Kendall tenses instinctively, his sharp inhale loud in the silence of his room. James drags his fingers soothingly through Kendall's hair, touching lightly at his cheeks. Kendall freezes, blinks at him in the dark, their faces so close.

James' body is curled around Kendall's, holding him to his chest. Kendall can feel the hard length of his dick squashed between them. The tension in Kendall's body bleeds from fear into something more expectant. James pets at him, his hands in Kendall's hair, stroking against his shoulders, his back. It's then that he notices that his eyes are open.

James stares at him intently, silently. Kendall meets his eyes, his whole body tight with waiting. James nuzzles into his neck, suckling a little on his skin. "Why'd you run away before?"

"I-" Kendall blanks on what to say, fear so tightly wound within his chest that he shakes with it. James' eyes illuminate the space they share, the moon shining off them in the dark like tiny flashlights. He does not know what to say without the veil of pitch black.

"It's not very nice, what you did."

James sounds vaguely groggy, like he's still trying to pull himself from sleep, but he nudges his dick back into Kendall's hip, emphasizing his point. Kendall turns his head away, ashamed. Before he can beg for forgiveness and sign away his last shreds of dignity, James is rolling on top of him, lazy, tongue sweeping up his neck, leaving wet trails over his jugular, his jaw.

"All you had to do," James says against his skin, "was ask."

Kendall's mouth is dry, breath caught in his throat. James presses their foreheads together, rolling his hips into Kendall's, breathing against his lips.

"Do you still want to?" He asks, rutting a little into the space between Kendall's legs. His head falls into the pillow next to Kendall's head, and Kendall shivers with it, with James breathing into his neck. Hands. Kendall can feel James' hands on him, hot on his skin, urging him to touch. He's so hot- he whimpers a little as teeth close sharply on his shoulder blade. His vision goes fuzzy, even darker in the moonlight and the reflection of James' eyes, and for just a moment, Kendall is brave; he's brave in the dark.

He nods, hard enough for James to feel the movement, and then he's flipping them over again so Kendall's covering the length of his body. James smiles at him, sleepy, and pushes on his shoulders, urging Kendall down down down underneath the covers. Kendall feels itchy with sweat, with the sharp, tight ache of his dick, with the way James is looking at him. He feels slow like dreaming as he licks a line down James' chest, everything broken apart into the heave of his breath and the beat of James' pulse, the way his muscles spasm. This time, when he pulls James' cock out again, James' heels skidded, his body moving restless with need, hot, hot between his legs like Kendall is.

He makes sure to circle wet heat around James' dick with his tongue before he goes down, listens as he gasps through slow shuddering breaths. Kendall's head is pounding, and it's dark, darker underneath the comforter, but he can feel James' shuddering in his throat, the way his moans rickashay through his entire body. There are stars out tonight, pinpricks of bright light that fall through Kendall's window, and he imagines what they look smattering over James' features, the face he makes when Kendall hallows out his cheeks. James brings one hand to the back of his head, winds his fingers tight through Kendall's hair.

He uses it to guide Kendall up, so he can swirl his tongue, wet his lips with precum, then slide back down to the root, where he's the thickest.

James' pants his name out, "Kendall, deeper, c'mon" voice barely audible. Tears prick at Kendall's eyes as he swallows around him, going deeper. His lips touch the hair at the base of his cock and James presses Kendall's head down on him, clawing at himself like a cat with his other hand, his back arching, hips jerking as he comes. His release is muffled to Kendall, unwinding slowly. Kendall feels wet all over. His head is heavy as he tries to lift it. He feels a distant niggle of unease, but it slides away under the heat of skin on his skin, the hungry swipe of a tongue into his mouth as James hauls him back up.

Tbc...

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Title: Like the World Today
Pairing: James/Kendall
Rating: M
Warnings: Sex, swearing, creepy memories. Lots of sex. More sex.
Genre: Apoca!verse by garnetice
Word Count: 2,643
Summary: If they would have been just...whatever. Everything. Nothing. Just people in the world. Just James and Carlos and Logan and Kendall, four boys from Minnesota, trying to survive the apocalypse.
Author's Note: Title is bogarted from World Today by Filter. Which is a super creepy song. That I love. This is set somewhere before Breathe With Me (so Cargan is still alive and breathing human air, Courtney!). Mucho thanks to garnetice , who continues to allow me to write for this beautifully fucked up universe that she's so masterfully crafted. And, of course, for beta'ing my words and making them not suck. <3

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